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we're invincible

2004-05-02T16:42:14Z

saw my cousins baptism today. surprised to see a methodist resemble alot like a catholic church, but not bothered; we're all on the same team.

feeliing pretty good today. rained like crazy last night during the community supper. my cousin got saved, which is awesome. I love that kid.

WANTING TO:
-finally record the demo
-find a new band name
-post a graphic novel (ha, next 20 years)
-finally get my room cleaned.

I think I shall start on the latter. LATER!!!

smash your idol shrines

2004-04-29T02:25:04Z

its amazing how the way things turn out.

so far i'm fighting in this valley (yeah a valley) and this morning i have reached the far pit of it. this morning was my worst to wake up as. But who ever said there's tea parties in this gig? Jesus didn't. More than enough comfort for me. Campus Crusade won't happen until next fall, so this was our last day. It was good.

Work was ok, and then I got to church. It was when i went into a room that me and the guys started praying at. Its dark, and I can only hear the voices of my brothers. I read Amos 3 at the tail end. God would smash my altars and mansions, because I turned them into idol shrines. All I had to do was clear away from the junk, so God can really bless me; he can't bless me if I bring before him stuff from this world that are un holy.

Blood-Line Calligraphy is awesome, just got their chick singer. And now it is time for bed for me. Good night world.

man, am i never maintained on here

2004-04-28T11:28:56Z

ok ok, i know i know. I have not posted in a fartin month and a half i think...alright, things will change. this is my homepage. this will be in my face! every time i go on the web. lol. love ya'll and eat chicken.

ack cwap

2004-04-10T11:48:56Z

1 Corinthians 9: 24-27....sort of.

It's 7:30 in the morning after Good Friday. I know exactly why I am up this early. Yes! I do! I'm beating my body (no no...no masochism here) because I'm opener at the YMCA Pavilion. That's starting work at 6:30 A. Frackin' M. Oh boy, here we go...

Today I'm taking clothes to the clothing closet and trash to the trash place...lots of bags in the truck and a hope not to throw the wrong things in the wrong places ("Hey Bob! Someone tried to donate some trash!") And then I work at 10-2. Then to Marina's.

Yesterday was alright. Woke up at 11 am (man..what contempt..) and chilled for a while. Cleaned some of my room while the bro played Diablo II, and then Bacon called at 12:30.

"Yo"(me)
"Sup?"(bacon)
"Nothing, thought you were going to Concord Mills?"
"Yeah...Samuels can't go."
"Ha, I can't either, no money."
"I'm with ya on that."
"I'm cooking pizza. Want some."
"Sure."
"Later."
"Later." (-click-)

So that's what we did. Chilled, ate pizza, watch Matrix Reloaded. i wanted to see Revolutions, but Nathan was matrixed out. So Bacon left for work, me and the bro chill some more, and then worked outside. He freakin rocks, bro cleaned my truck.

I out. Wish me luck for work today. Ciao

i wake with unkempt hair...

2004-04-06T11:08:00Z

man i slept hard. last night after practice my stomach was cussing me out while watching the Jesus and Paul special on ABC. The special was thought provoking, but i was worn out from band practice, i felt like going to bed early; so I stayed up and watched the rest till 11. I read a devotion on christcore.net, and it blantly stated "God is Still on the Throne." Meaning to me, and to what the devotional is saying, God is higher and mightier above me; who am I to think I can take on the burdens on my own strength? Check it out. Go to http://www.christcoremusic.net/devofull.php?devoid=1&&devotitle=God%20is%20still%20on%20the%20throne

See you later, kid.

waking up with a prayer on my lips

2004-04-01T12:21:04Z

today, i think will be different. it must be. today is the first day i prayed in the morning. today, i write in a journal entry on what may happen today, and not what did happen yesterday. Is that so weird? Maybe it is, but who cares. I wrote this to wish you the best days of your life.

Peace.

uhm...is thursday my band or something?

2004-03-12T18:13:05Z

Thursday is writing your life story!you're more
concerned with the bigger issues of life rather
than high school drama. this is all well and
good, but don't get so caught up in your
figurative language that it seems like you're
speaking Nepalese. like that's a language.

Which Band Is Writing Your Life's Story?
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slumber seems to be a stranger

2004-03-12T05:29:36Z

yyeeeeeep...two cups of black coffee, and a bio folder done. i'm so in college.

today is alright, tomorrow will be better. nothing bad happened today, just know that tomorrow is always better, in some way, shape, form, aura, filltheblank. on a strange side, i did find a book about ninja mind control...pretty cool, gonna have to check it out.

oh yeah...to anyone i know personally, i'm not ignoring ya'll...i just got alot of bizjunk to take care of. blessed be to you.

lies have brought me here. fade away.

2004-03-10T12:44:57Z

so begins a new day. amen

alright, i went to bed last night at freakin 8pm, and woke up still! at 6. what the creep? i'm sleep deprived or something. good news, class don't start till 9. so i can do homework. LOL, woot.

as of yesterday, it was fine, except at work. i started to get dizzy spells which sucked bad, and i could't concentrate on working with the kids; kids of the age 4th and 5th grade. mad. oh well, hope it doesn't happen yet.

Marina hasn't seen Braveheart yet!? what are we going to do?!? I know! :)

new quizez

2004-03-08T12:19:33Z

Thursday

What emo band are you?
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uhm...help?

Your a Demon! Heh, really, what on earth did you
answer? Oh well...Demons are evil, mischevious,
spiteful, malicious, dark, or just plain bad
creatures. They abide in shadows and cemetaries
and to hide from wary eyes, become one with a
shadow. Appearences may vary. Some are horned
red or blac fearsoem creatures with whiplash
tounges, others look like clogs of smog, and
others look like cream and when it hits coffee
kind of effect. Eitherway, Demons swoop around,
causing jvoc and Choas, and have no good side.
You have been warned.

What Mythical Beast are you?
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FUNNY!

2004-03-06T22:22:59Z

what decade does your personality live in?

quiz brought to you by lady interference, ltd

haha, go me.

the enemy has no forsight, of course he is blind

2004-03-04T03:38:31Z

Incredible. I talked to my youth pastor about a good question: whenever you experience absolute and divine truth, meaning you know more about what is ahead of you and who God is than before, things don't get easier. They actually get worse, or at least they feel like it. Since Saturday, things have felt burdensome. They weren't bad days, or at least not any worse than they usually are, but feel like they are is ten times greater.

Enemies bite. I'm not talking about enemies on this world, but Enemies that try to play games with you in spirit. Yeah...those guys.

But you know what? Today was not a tragedy. I learned that the Enemies are only minor spirits. I'm too small to take them on, but My God is larger than this universe; kinda like looking at an aquarium, and I'm the plastic guy in the wet suit and air mask. Why am I guy? I really don't know, but those things rule. So yeah...My God is awesome, because he sees what's ahead of me, and I don't think it's a tragedy.

Way to go Idaho

A new Day

2004-03-01T02:24:43Z

So begins day one of this journal entry and a new view of things.

Yesterday I saw the passion twice, of course extremely moved by it. I couldn't imagine the actual thing, as accurate as Mel's dipiction of Christ is, because the movie was still only a fraction of what really happened. Nevertheless, fraction or whole, my mind is set anew on how i'm suppose to treat this life.
For those who haven't seen it, i encourage you to go see it; you won't walk out the theatre the same.

Another game of Diablo II, and then bed.
peace.

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